Why do we love?

I just feel so happy. i found joy in the Lord. i feel like sharing my joy with the everyone around me. I know people think i must be crazy. but i am here to tell you that i am not. i just want to be happy. i know some people are not very used to it. but i don't care. take it or leave it. :):)

i encounter a lot of things nowadays. creepy stuff and good stuff. God is moving in a super great way in our midst. i don't want to share too much as it is quite personal. but what i can say is God is good all the times.

this year is ending soon. i can feel something that is within me which is exploding. i feel like letting out long time ago. but i found out i can't. i feel like i am inside a bottle but there is something suppressing me. maybe a corkscrew. the corkscrew may be people or problems. i just don't want to imply much. i believe God will be the one who will unleash me out of this.

today we had a strong meeting. as usual it dragged again. but it is okay as i don't have any plans after that. now i am thinking what i am going to do tomorrow. maybe make myself useful and go to some places. Amen!

Learning Day by Day: Hebrews 4:12

12 For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 12/22/2008 05:24:00 PM

Friday, December 19, 2008

today is a real funny day. early in the morning, my bed mattress was stolen. i was super sad, thinking that i must sleep on the floor tonight. so i pray to God. miraculously the mattress came back because of some misunderstanding that the council cleaners think that my grandmother is throwing it away.

that was the first prayer answered early in the morning. i wanted to swim this week, i even pack a bag specially for me to go swimming. i was very happy today because i can go swimming. before i left the house, i see there are alot of dark clouds. my grandmother told me that it was going to rain and ask me not to go swimming. i felt very sad again. i went to the toilet and i pray to God. Miraculously the weather turn good and i went swimming today.

that was my second prayer answered by God. I went out to buy some stuff and went swimming. while i was swimming, i took a short rest at the corner of the pool. i use all my force and punch my hand underwater, when my right hand hit my left hand, it was not painful at all. i tried the same thing on my hand above the water. my hand hurt like mad. i don't want to continue on this paragraph anymore. someone out there will know what i am driving at.

The Jesus i serve is a prayer answering God. two times in a row, my prayers are answered. Want more information on what i am talking about, you can add me at zax_4ever@hotmail.com.

why i type that, because my blog is open to everyone. feel free to contact me, i will be more than willing to talk to you. i feel very happy today because Jesus brighten it up. Amen!

Learning Day by Day: 2 Chronicles 7:14-15

14 if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land. 15 Now My eyes will be open and My ears attentive to prayer made in this place.

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 12/19/2008 07:04:00 PM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

2008 is going to end real soon. time flies pass so fast, i couldn't really caught hold of what is happening around me. new cell, new friends, everything also very new. new start, new beginning. what is up with that?

some people say that my way of writing my blog is like i am sharing. so i read back my posts. it is so weird, i 'talk' more in my blog than i usually talk to people. guess this is the way i am brought up. i don't really get a chance to express myself in talking but i like to write alot. although my language is not so strong, but i still love to write. oh well, it doesn't really matter. you don't need a super good voice to praise God.

few days ago, i was reading the essays that i write. you can also say that it is call sermon notes. since i don't share them, i don't call it sermon. when i study the bible, i pray then i write. after these few years have passed, i found out that i wrote quite alot. it may come in handy when i go to bible school. cannot share never mind, i still want to write more and more.

one of the essays i write is entitled Keep Moving Forward. i like this essay the most. this is also my life quote. it is an anointed essay that i don't share at all. true, we need to look forward sometimes.

so many things are happening. i was bless and i got a new guitar (don't tell the whole world about it!). i save my life while my friend was injured while training on bike. it is true that God's grace is upon my life. doing new stuff for quiet time, instead of burying myself with biblical knowledge.

i went to two prayer meeting yesterday, it was all spirit led. good that i don't waste my time on other things. the devil is at work again, wrecking people's family and all sorts of things. real angry with him, give me a chance and i will punch your face.

but God is good all the time, and all the time God is good. Amen! :)

Learning Day by Day: 2 Corinthians 10:3

3 For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh.

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 12/16/2008 04:24:00 PM