Wednesday, October 17, 2007

dun really hw to express myself now. i gt back a few papers. nt really dissapointed. bt sumthing that my teacher tell us today it is wat it really strikes. she said " izzit this is wat u wanted in the future..." wat can i really say to this. i nvr think of what i wanted in the future. i still rmb last time cell group we got a topic. if u have only a week left to live. i ans really dumb. but now i noe wat i want to do. i want to travel to 3rd world countries and my last stop is israel to mt zion. i make it as a goal in my life to at least reach mt zion. i see a few of my cell members who is reaching out to their sheep. i try to reach out, but i believe one day it will be different. i may even shepherd them.

hearing the rest of my cell members who haven get baptised is going to go for baptism on the nov or dec. i really in my heart congrats to them. nw that they r going for it, the whole cell will only left me without getting baptised. it dun really matters me. i mark 4 yrs to make myself stronger in GOD. ppl might think i m like a kid. bt i want to wait. i dun mind waiting as JESUS himself get baptised around three yrs. i m waiting to get to 18 though. maybe i will get more mature. maybe i get anointed and get baptised nxt years. GOD will know though.