Tuesday, January 29, 2008

today is a tuesday. january is going to be over in a few days time. this month alot of things happen. due to the devastating latest post that i got. I LOST MY HANDPHONE in the year 2007. i bought a new phone recently, the SE P1i. spent quite a sum on it. it is a good phone, it works like a computer. when i used my phone in class, they think i am trying to show off. the first idea i had in mind is "what the...". i can tell them i am not showing off at all. i just want to use my money to afford better things if you cannot buy it you don't have to be jealous of other people.

today is quite an interesting day , got two free period at the end of the day. I was stoning the whole 2 periods. the guys in my class are playing psp. why i had nothing to do, i was actually thinking what i should write for my next message. all the messages that i write is either you live or you die. for example the good messages i have write is the 7 ways of how to die, a brief one is on www.gentwo-trees.blogspot.com and the Ticket To Heaven which is ver special too. i started thinking and thinking, i thought of writing "Kindness" and "Keep Moving Forward". i remember writing a blog entry about a movie meet the Robinsons. i think i should write more evangelistic messages since i am still in school.

during the free periods, the maths group suddenly gather together at one person table. oh my goodness, they are actually using their psp to view pornographic video. they are even discussing about it. i was sitting down there hearing their comments. i felt disgusted. how can they be so enthusiastic about this KIND of video. they are there laughing and talking about it. i was thinking what is happening nowadays. i am feeling so out of place when they are talking about it. i continue stoning when they are watching. i don't know how much longer will i be able to maintain this strong stand in my class. i am really scared that i will fall one day. i hope they can stop pulling me. May God enlighten their ways amen.

school really is like a tiring day for me. i am like quite tired everyday. O levels this year i must chiong liao.