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Name: Lim AvisAge: 15
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I just came back from cell dinner. One more week till term break. this term have been exciting, there is alot of things happening around. for school i have been getting ups and downs though. for spiritually i think i have really grown alot from the weird person i am into a far more weirder person. I mean i really change alot in 2008. It is really a changing year. I need to chiong my journal, chiong my homework, chiong for my ministries, and far more important chiong for God.
::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 2/26/2008 10:47:00 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
The weeks have pass quickly. So many things have pass, Events have given me a busy lifestyle. Like Crazy Love, Zone 2 service, normal cell group, exciting services. I have been inviting people throughout the month. I am feeling quite tired from all these. I have also went for classes too. Give me a second. Give me a break... Am I even spare with one second for myself to have a break. i may have more free time. But a break is another thing. I will go overseas after my Os. I want to go bungee jumping, I want to complete the modification of my new desktop (provided I have the $$$ to do so), get a new trialthon bike ( I hope I can fufil my wish to cycle around Singapore with a few girls, provided my knees don't hurt.). I don't really want to get a DSLR for the time being. I mean not worth it. Don't really have that deep desire.
I got so much things to do upon that. My church, my family, my cell, my zone, my friends and my teachers have so much things for me to do. My church, duties once in every 3 weeks. When event comes, I can do duty straight for 3 days. My cell, I want to bring more people! My zone, making use of my skills in contributing to it. (For e.g doing sound). My friends, wants me to accompany on the weekends because of celebrations. (But it clashes with cell groups and services, I am sorry about that though.). My teachers, "Avis you could've done better than this." I was like, I have already done my best. Expections here and there. I was hiding all my talents all this while, keeping a low low profile as well as I could. I know if people knew about it. They will want me to do alot of things. So whatever that is, keeping a low profile will actually benefit you, and being humble at the same time.
I guess I really learn alot from 14 to 16. God is my main focus, all I want the basic is to just fufil God's expectations in me. I feel stress but never felt tremendous stress. I hope that i do not have to experience that.
I got so much things to do upon that. My church, my family, my cell, my zone, my friends and my teachers have so much things for me to do. My church, duties once in every 3 weeks. When event comes, I can do duty straight for 3 days. My cell, I want to bring more people! My zone, making use of my skills in contributing to it. (For e.g doing sound). My friends, wants me to accompany on the weekends because of celebrations. (But it clashes with cell groups and services, I am sorry about that though.). My teachers, "Avis you could've done better than this." I was like, I have already done my best. Expections here and there. I was hiding all my talents all this while, keeping a low low profile as well as I could. I know if people knew about it. They will want me to do alot of things. So whatever that is, keeping a low profile will actually benefit you, and being humble at the same time.
I guess I really learn alot from 14 to 16. God is my main focus, all I want the basic is to just fufil God's expectations in me. I feel stress but never felt tremendous stress. I hope that i do not have to experience that.
::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 2/25/2008 10:53:00 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
how do i want to start this post with. actually i don't really understand why bonds is broken so easily because we never see each other frequently and stuf like. i think i must really keep moving forward. that really must apply to me. collected the cell tees today went around from bedok to paya lebar. from paya lebar back to bedok. moving with joy but end up with sianzness.
::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 2/18/2008 10:31:00 PM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
I am growing older and older. I still remember the first day I went for church. It have been a long way that I have gone through. During this period, I learn alot of things. I learn to be strong spiritually, in school and even at home. I always said that it need time for us to know each other welll. Time, time, time, time. Does we really have that kind of time. Or I can just peacefully wait for another change that will seperate us. I am sick of tired in wasting my life off for something dumb. I will wait no more. I will care no more. I will just let it be. So what I am the only person standing up for Jesus. I am running out of patience, time and my life.
I never felt such stress within me. I don't like stress. Please don't talk to me like you know me very well. You don't really know me at all. I will get angry sometimes, but usually I will just let it be. From now on, my studies is more important. I will focus on it till I graduated from the school. I felt bored. But how can I tell you. I can sit down there doing nothing until I was told to move on. The only person I can turn to is God. Siting down there doing nothing, praying to God. I guess now this is one of the only thing I can do. I thank God for being with me. Hello friends don't think i am emoing when i was sitting down there alone and you don't dare to approach me. I am not emoing ok. It is just that i want to recount some stuff that I have miss. (old post)
I never felt such stress within me. I don't like stress. Please don't talk to me like you know me very well. You don't really know me at all. I will get angry sometimes, but usually I will just let it be. From now on, my studies is more important. I will focus on it till I graduated from the school. I felt bored. But how can I tell you. I can sit down there doing nothing until I was told to move on. The only person I can turn to is God. Siting down there doing nothing, praying to God. I guess now this is one of the only thing I can do. I thank God for being with me. Hello friends don't think i am emoing when i was sitting down there alone and you don't dare to approach me. I am not emoing ok. It is just that i want to recount some stuff that I have miss. (old post)
::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 2/10/2008 09:26:00 PM
Saturday, February 9, 2008
I finally wake up my idea today. I know I myself i got alot of problems, and i have faults on myself. I admit that I am not perfect yet. But now I felt that I must wake up my idea that I always believe that there is no problems around me. Maybe I notice these problems, but I choose to ignore what I see. Maybe I am really comfort with my own zone, I never wanted to step out. But sometimes when I must step out to other places. I will soon make that place into another new comfort zone. I never want to care about these things around me, because I believe one day someone else will solve this. But I found out today that sometimes I must be the person who really step out to do something.
Why must it be so difficult? I don't mind being the person at the back doing things. I don't want to compete, why must people try all ways to compete with me. I tell them so many times I don't want to do it. But in the end it became my problem. Why must human be so complacent? Maybe we are all once deep in sin. I ask God today, if my methods of living is wrong, change me once again. But I felt in my spirit that I must be independent this time. I am not being negative, but i found out that I shouldn't wait for others to solve the problems, but I must also try to solve all these myself. Suddenly, I felt pressure that I never had before. God relieve me.I guess everyone learn something new everyday. I am also progressing while this is actually teaching me something.
I wake up from my idea after a talk with some friend. This friend is right, we have to settle what is in front of us. I shouldn't be complacent anymore, I should do what is ahead for me. I really learn something today. I guess I am really growing everyday. Whatever it is, I hope people can support me with the right things I do. I hope that someone will be behind me. I must have a good night sleep before i proceed on to tomorrow's service.
Why must it be so difficult? I don't mind being the person at the back doing things. I don't want to compete, why must people try all ways to compete with me. I tell them so many times I don't want to do it. But in the end it became my problem. Why must human be so complacent? Maybe we are all once deep in sin. I ask God today, if my methods of living is wrong, change me once again. But I felt in my spirit that I must be independent this time. I am not being negative, but i found out that I shouldn't wait for others to solve the problems, but I must also try to solve all these myself. Suddenly, I felt pressure that I never had before. God relieve me.I guess everyone learn something new everyday. I am also progressing while this is actually teaching me something.
I wake up from my idea after a talk with some friend. This friend is right, we have to settle what is in front of us. I shouldn't be complacent anymore, I should do what is ahead for me. I really learn something today. I guess I am really growing everyday. Whatever it is, I hope people can support me with the right things I do. I hope that someone will be behind me. I must have a good night sleep before i proceed on to tomorrow's service.
::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 2/09/2008 10:06:00 PM
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Today is New Years Eve, I have just finish my reunion dinner. Slacking with my computer again. Although is family get together time., but like never interact like that. Nevermind after tomorrows one and only house visiting. I am done liao. Wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year.
Just to add on to this post. This year New Year like so boring. The atmosphere quite dead. Like no New Year mood. To me it is just a public holiday. Like nothing much leh. Nothing to continue. (Status: still slacking with my computer.)
Just to add on to this post. This year New Year like so boring. The atmosphere quite dead. Like no New Year mood. To me it is just a public holiday. Like nothing much leh. Nothing to continue. (Status: still slacking with my computer.)
::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 2/06/2008 02:03:00 PM
Monday, February 4, 2008
I just finish school just now. Kind of settle myself down. Monday had just gone by just like that. I found out that 24hrs is not enough for Singaporeans. We should change it to 36hrs instead. Then i will have more time to evangelise, not like now. Stuck because of no time.
I think I really learn something new everyday. Why every Monday must be so boring. I literally open my eyes and sleep on the chinese period. funny right. I also don't know what to continue. so that is it.
I think I really learn something new everyday. Why every Monday must be so boring. I literally open my eyes and sleep on the chinese period. funny right. I also don't know what to continue. so that is it.
::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 2/04/2008 06:37:00 PM
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Just settle myself down. Came back from service, don't really feel very tired. So I decided to stay up late a little. Tomorrow it is school again. We always say that we don't want to live our lives like routines. But we are actually living like that. Our morning and afternoon lives are like governed by the changing of bells. Quite dumb right. Only on the weekends we are free from it. Today I stone for almost an hour, waiting for my cell members to go for lunch/dinner. Why I always stone? I think because I got really nothing to do. But nowadays I prefer my stoning session, I can figure out more things than usual. For e.g new messages I want to share. Stoning also can get me away from sinning. Cool right!!!
I found out in life, we not only spend more time on sleeping but we also spend alot of time in waiting. But during this time of waiting, we can actually do more practical things to the society, than wasting our life away. I guess this applies to all of us. I have decided maybe the next time, i will not wait anymore. I know some of us, the anger level will rise up during the waiting moment. I mean why must we make ourselves angry during this wait. We can choose to walk off just like that. But I think the party friend involved will feel sad. (it is just a suggestion, so if you are my friends and you read this post, don't feel negative.)
This week is a good week for me. Although a bit rough, but i thank God for what He has done for me this week. I think thanksgiving is very important. I hope the next week will be better, since it is Chinese New Year. Can get ang bao. Haha. By the way, I have got to stop writing. Continue next month. Good Night to my post readers.
I found out in life, we not only spend more time on sleeping but we also spend alot of time in waiting. But during this time of waiting, we can actually do more practical things to the society, than wasting our life away. I guess this applies to all of us. I have decided maybe the next time, i will not wait anymore. I know some of us, the anger level will rise up during the waiting moment. I mean why must we make ourselves angry during this wait. We can choose to walk off just like that. But I think the party friend involved will feel sad. (it is just a suggestion, so if you are my friends and you read this post, don't feel negative.)
This week is a good week for me. Although a bit rough, but i thank God for what He has done for me this week. I think thanksgiving is very important. I hope the next week will be better, since it is Chinese New Year. Can get ang bao. Haha. By the way, I have got to stop writing. Continue next month. Good Night to my post readers.
::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 2/03/2008 09:49:00 PM