Saturday, July 26, 2008

I was brought into thinking this past few weeks. I was thinking what will happen to Bedok Green sec if i leave the school, will there be someone who catch the baton of fire and run another lap in that school, will the fire died down even before it have even been passed. For me, now it is only a matter of 2 months. I asked myself, what is that i exactly want to see in my school before i leave. I already have the answer to my question 2 years ago. It is just that i hide it too well that no one sees it until i myself become so numb about it become more and more forgetful about that desire i once held.

2 years ago, i was not alone in the race. I have someone with me. Both of us held the same desire for that school. We cried, we hunger, we became ver desperate. We said it together, "We want revival!" We talk about our plans, in 2006 dec. we discuss and wanted bedok green to reach the house of 30. We called that minimum. Our maximum that we wanted is 1500 of our school members. each and everyone get saved. We did things in 2007. Individual school-E, after school pray and reach out to people. At march 2007 we had one salvation, Kevin join the race.

We pursue the vision, having the desire of wanting more and more. Something that really make me really wanted to give up everything is during July 2007. Someone left the race, give up everything that we once thought that is most important. The person who have once supported me on the race, cheer each and other up. Having great plans and dreams. That person left us. I have lost my encourager. I wanted to give up, i was beaten down very badly. it took me quite some time to stand up again.

I finally stand up during 2008, i want to achieve something before i leave. I have not been seeing numbers, but what i want to see is people getting touch and get saved in the end. It is never about numbers, i can see improvement. We had our first launch official prayer meeting in Bedok Green. 18 of us plus 2 other teachers gathered to pray for Revival. Everyone was so serious, desperate and hungry to see a change in our school. I believe we all can achieve it. Amen!

Learning Day by Day: Ezra 9:8

8 And now for a little while grace has been shown from the LORD our God, to leave us a remnant to escape, and to give us a peg in His holy place, that our God may enlighten our eyes and give us a measure of revival in our bondage.