Why do we love?

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 4/30/2008 09:26:00 PM

Wednesday- finally i have a chance to blog. this few days have been mugging like crazy

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 4/30/2008 06:55:00 PM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Saturday- this few weeks have been thinking and thinking alot about the things that has happen around me. why until now i still cannot exceed that limit. maybe my time is not up yet. i would want to pray for patience for it to really happen one day. but i also hope it won't be that fast. today have fun in the zone outing. but abit of complications in the end. anyways it is all settle. going to take a rest before going for 1st service tml. niughtzz. anyways it is 12.20 now. Amen!

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 4/26/2008 08:19:00 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Sunday- today went to first service, after that eat KFC and then 3rd service got duty and then went kiliney to discuss some stuff and then what did i do? study. i felt very sick when i am doing my duty. i saw split images on the camera screen. i found out only around 7 pm that i am running a fever, and my mind is not focus at all. i have been thinking of some things. i got a super negative thought that i got it on friday. that thought is not even worth mentioning. but i thank God for helping me to get rid of that thought. Amen!

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 4/20/2008 07:31:00 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Wednesday- these few weeks will be very busy for me. i have been bound by my school night study programme. i have tonnes of things to do before friday. luckily friday i don't have night study. got to unwind myself on friday and on the weekends. i have been worrying about some things. i found out that my limit is still there. no matter how much i can endure, there is a limit. this is a quote i got from an anime that i have been watching nowadays. i hope that god can extend my limit to abit more. so that i can can also extend myself to that limit. Amen!

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 4/16/2008 07:02:00 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Thursday- Today my school had our speech day, and the entrepreneur's day. my class set up a stall today. i lost my cool quite a number of times just within today. i have been praying for this event to be successful. luckily there are people who actually came to play the games.

Early in the morning, i receive an unpleasant sms. can say i was quite affected by it. have been praying since then. i found out something very important, there is actually a limit on the things we can do. i found out that i was limited in my ways. and whatever i can do is this much. i always wanted to exceed the limit, it seems like no matter what i do, nothing can change it. being limited isn't what i want to do. i believe i may lost this soul, but there are more to come. no matter what i can do now is to reach out to other people so that i will not regret on the last day not having the chance to reach out to them. Amen.

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 4/10/2008 04:39:00 PM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Tuesday- I have decided to stop blogging on blogger instead continue from here instead. however whatever is written here will be cross-posted. Today is a great day i can say. i talk to a backslider about christ once again, letting him understand that christianity doesn't stop only after him saying the sinners prayer. after a good talk, he decided to believe in Jesus again. Amen! he also promise that he will continue to go for cell group and services more frequently. we did a promise between him, God and i. it was so incredible, i don't know how to put this in words. when i was saying the sinners prayer with him, i felt such a strong presence of God upon that place. it is really His presence weighing like upon my shoulders. I was so touched being able to sense such great presence once again. i was very happy for him. Although he gave me only 7 months of belief. but i told him something, if you experience something and you want to continue from there 7 months is just a small time line. i believe God will let him follow Him for not only 7 months, but 7 years or 77 years and many many more years. I totally believe what God will do to him during the 7 months. He is now trying to ask his parents whether to attend the zone 2 bible camp. i really hope that he can be there and experience even more.

In the early morning, about 6-7 o'clock. i receive a sms from a friend who is trying to find someone who can share the gospel and saying the sinners prayer in hokkien to another friend grandmother. i was very concern about it. i reply that i don't mind trying to sharing in a dialect i know. but i am also not very good in that dialect. i didn't think twice and wanted to go to the hospital straight away to share the gospel with her. but was hinder by some school stuff, and my friend replied saying that is is not convenient for me to go also. i will visit his grandmother someday around this week maybe. Great stuff happen today, and i must prepare myself for the upcoming speech day. responsibility weighing upon me, but i believe after this week i will gain more wisdom that i never had before. Amen!

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 4/08/2008 04:19:00 PM

Friday, April 4, 2008

Friday- i didn't have my cell dinner today, instead i actually slack my whole day at home. i am still thinking what i actually can do for my cell. in spite of all the disput and miscommunication, i have been thinking. what i can actaully do for the cell. or juts be a spectator to see how things go. few months ago, i wrote about waking up my idea, but have i really been shaken, or am i just doing some preparation if a change is going to happen. when there is a change there is bout to be growth. in fact i felt myself growing in this new cell, maybe it is good for a new change to happen. i am now actually expecting another big change in my life. i still remember myself celebrating my 14th birthday with some of my cell members, but now i have been counting down for my 16th birthday. by then i can officially play pool, watch NC 16 movies, but most importantly i can finally stay up until after 11pm. muahaha. hey guys i can finally thon with you guys in public places by then. heehee. no more restrictions until further notice. Amen!

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 4/04/2008 09:59:00 PM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Tuesday- afew unhappy things happen these few day. especially sunday. actually i went online on sunday too, but i just don't felt like posting up what had happen. i mean since the thing is over, it is quite pointless for me to repeat. let whatever is past let it past. holding on to it, will only make yourself feel terrible. today i am quite happy, i have my phone back, now i can think of getting a new phone. muahaha. i have been thinking of O2, a brand that not alot of people has use before. trying to be unique. i heard a very devastating news today. i felt so sad for the person, because i know the man have not know Jesus in the last of his breathe. i am now not in the stats to comment anything, i just want to end this post. Don't walk up to the judgement and then regret for all the things you have done. Amen!

::.DyNaStY::RaY::KiD.:: at 4/01/2008 08:20:00 PM