Why do we love?

15 days to O levels...(this is the correct one)

it have been a very interesting week for me. i mean last week though. last week zone service was great. leaders stepping down and new leaders rising up. there are good times with Cameron and Delia though. But everyone need to move on. i am very happy for them though. now with a new leader, it is time for zone 2 to rise up to a higher level though. i am expecting that.

it is actually quite interesting when i look back in my past memories. one day i sat down and think after i talk to one of my sheep. the things i talk to her is fully about the bible. it was not a bible study though. it is just a normal bible talk. we end off our conversation (because she was in a rush) with a question that she asked. " why do you know so much about the Word?" i answer her very simply Read the Word and Follow God. after that question i went back to think about it. i asked myself this question in practical terms. since when in my spiritual life did i acquire such knowledge. i finally learn that my biblical knowledge really comes from the old gen 2.3 when we were closely guided. i believe this not only applies to me.

of course i don't mean i learn nothing in gen 2.2. thanks to the training in old 2.3, i became very independent in learning the Word. i don't rely on anyone, still asking my dozens questions though. i learn christian values in gen 2.2. i learn about accountability, going home early (trying to keep my curfew on weekends too), being a good testimony (still being chase around by DM for doing street-e), importance of outreach, leadership and many many more. gen 2.2 is a place that i learn about life journey, old gen 2.3 is a place more of bible training. If next time i have a chance to lead a cell group, i would really want my cell group to be equip with both factors.

so scary, exams are coming. (don't sound convincing though) everyday study and study and still studying. weekends still studying. grr.... when is exams going to be over. i may be lack of preparation but i still want the exams to finish as soon as possible. why O levels is not now. i would much prefer if it is earlier. then i can enjoy longer holidays. but the days are number... but when i check my exam timetable, i find it real dumb. 1 month to take 6 subjects worth of papers. actually 2 weeks will be more than enough. but it will give us buffering time to study the other subjects during the intervals. (last minute studies just won't workout) just gotta look at the bright side sometimes. This is a Singaporean Life!!!

someone talk to me recently. it was a really shocking conversation. whatever he told me just struck me. until now i still can't get the conversation out of my mind. it was so personal that it is almost impossible for anyone to know about it. how this person know what is troubling me for the past few months. i didn't tell anyone, the only person so far i told is only Jesus. this is only one instances, there are also seasons in my life that people do that to me. scary but i get valuable advices out from it. it is good thing, that my prayers are actually answered through these conversations. We serve a good God who answer prayers. Amen! :)

Learning Day by Day: Nehemiah 4:9

9 Nevertheless we made our prayer to our God, and because of them we set a watch against them day and night.