Why do we love?

deep to the down to the deep deep down. that was my camp group cheer. it was a very interesting time for me. the messages for the services was great. i used to have the wrong mindset that i go for camps to experience God and attend the services. the games are not important at all. Zone 2 camp makes me excited because it was bible games. my favourite. no need to chiong so hard to win.

how is life? the usual question that i ask everyone when i give them a call. i keep asking others but no one ask me yet. i heard different answers from different people. after all those conversations. i hear life problems, problems that they face in their everyday life. there are times that i wonder, why don't you seek God instead. that should be the place that we talk to God like a friend and pray to him for an answer. even if you do not get an answer, at least you are accountable to God.

i came across weird blogs. they write weird entries that no one understands. i thought a blog is to express yourself and sum up your everyday life. writing weird stuff just shows that you are hiding alot of things to yourself. having such privacy in a blog just shows that you need someone to be there for you. i am getting too sidetrack.

back to life again. my best friend is sick, i got no one sitting beside me now. hope she will get well soon and talk to me again. although the things we talk are very lame. but we still enjoy each other lameness. i am very open when i talk to her though. there is no such thing as secrets between the both of us. but when we get into spiritual topics, both of us will find a gap between us because she is an unbeliever. so sad. :(

oh wells, i have been praying for her for two years from now. i really hope that she come back to the Lord again then there will no longer be a gap in our topics. Amen! :)

Learning Day by Day: Psalm 32:11

11 Be glad in the LORD and rejoice, you righteous;
And shout for joy, all you upright in heart!